Me..

Lost, unguided, vulnerable,
Just a few words to describe,
how my behavior is so intolerable.

I yearn for obedience,
Without A hint of determination,
Walking through everyday traps,
Falling, failing to succeed.

I'm on a journey,
Step by step it's being taken,
each one towards becoming
my own unique individual.

Like searching through darkness,
I feel through the cold, moist air,
With each swing of desperation,
Losing confidence and will.

Time after time i fail,
hoping and praying to prevail,
I'll never give up hope,
I'm just searching for a way to cope.

Through companions and friends,
I receive comfort and support,
Without them by my side,
I would be lost and alone.

Day by day I'll keep pushing on,
Till things start going my way,
Always striving towards perfection,
Determined to become.. Me